Ghost World

There are days when I feel stagnant and cynical and adolescent and stupid and distant from everyone. Some of those days I re-read Ghost World. But since the comics are on my other computer I watched the movie again instead. The comic always leaves me depressed, because somehow I relate to it too closely. Tonight's one of those nights where I have too much work but I'm doing the usual escapist bullshit by doing nothing.  I just feel like this:

This year I've been feeling like I'm just not made for academics and I can't wait for my M.A to finish and I feel like I haven't learnt anything. And I also know it's my own damn fault for being so pig headed and apathetic and lazy. This is a familiar fantasy of such times.

I'm going to sleep since I have to wake up tomorrow and face real life and shit. 

PS: This is also relevant in life.